The people who control my life and my reality can’t stop hurting me even after they’ve destroyed my will to live. And no one can protect me from the monsters who keep me alive so they can keep on hurting me. These are the two forms of evil which define the monsters who call themselves the human race. The evil which harms and the evil which can’t protect. OF COURSE I NEED TO DIE. The human race are evil monsters so suicide is good.