Protect what’s important to me: my will to live. It’s what you’d want for someone you care about. Don’t make me beg for death. It’s what you’d want for someone you care about. And in-between these things you should reduce my suffering, not make it worse. It’s what you’d want for you. You must fail to do what is done to me if you can ever be able to genuinely care. OF COURSE I NEED TO DIE. Because even when you try to care you’re cruel.