The measure of human evil is the measure of my suffering. They can’t stop hurting me because the monsters who call the human race are too evil to. When they’re free to hurt me they’ll hurt me. When nothing will stop them hurting me they’ll keep on hurting me and won’t allow anything to stop them. They’re free to be good but this doesn’t matter. They’re not capable of doing what’s good and never stopping doing what’s good. OF COURSE I NEED TO DIE.