There is a level of personal suffering which is so severe and extreme that the victim will to anything so they no longer suffer. Even give up the rest of their life to end the suffering now. This is unbearable suffering. This is what the monsters who call themselves the human race think is acceptable and it’s so acceptable that they’d deliberately cause it for victims like me. After all they are monsters. They naturally do what evil beings would do and they do it well. OF COURSE I NEED TO DIE. But evil beings would force me to live so they can make me suffer unbearable suffering. So this is exactly what the monsters who call themselves the human race do to me.