The medical profession and the rest of the monsters who call themselves the human race have failed to understand this wisdom and this truth: I shouldn’t be suicidal for too long and neither should anyone else. This wisdom and this truth would get in the way of the blatant cruelty which they so love to do to me. OF COURSE I NEED TO DIE. I’ve been suicidal for far too long. But the monsters who call themselves the human race don’t care about this source of mercy.