It was never a waste for the monsters who call themselves the human race to make my life unlivable. They love to do blatant cruelty. OF COURSE I NEED TO DIE. Because of all the blatant cruelty they’ve done to me. It is unforgivable but they don’t care about my forgiveness because they can force me to live. But they’re monsters after all so they don’t need a justification to do blatant cruelty and pure evil to me. It’s what they do naturally. OF COURSE I NEED TO DIE. I was born to live amongst monsters.