In the language of suffering there are so many types of suffering which are hard to accurately communicate to someone who doesn’t know the suffering from personal experience. But there is one type of extreme personal suffering which should be easily understood. It’s unbearable suffering. But the monsters who call themselves the human race can’t understand it. They think that suicidal feelings are caused by a brain defect. And because they think it is caused by a brain defect they can force suicidal individuals to live by a variety of nefarious means including imprisonment. OF COURSE I NEED TO DIE. But the monsters who call themselves the human race can’t understand my profound suffering.