I want to die but I haven’t suffered enough for the monsters who call themselves the human race. I want to die but this isn’t too much suffering fir the monsters who call themselves the human race. Their only answer to the unbearable suffering of suicidal feelings is “it’s never enough suffering”. Their retort to those who have suffered too much is “it’s not enough” and this guides every further cruelty they do to suicidal individuals and to me. They are monsters after all. If they couldn’t stand to see me become suicidal then they wouldn’t be what they are.