If you can’t stand to see me suffer then you’ll never force me to live. It’s entirely up to me if I live or if I die. But the monsters who call themselves the human race want to make me suffer. Because they love to do blatant cruelty and because they love to see me suffer there is no amount of my suffering which they can’t stand to see me suffer. That’s how and why they force me to live so they can keep on hurting me. They are monsters and they want to see me suffer more and more.