You should have killed me because I don’t want to suffer anymore. You should have killed me because that’s my choice. But you have never cared. So you can’t care about what I want. You use force to get whatever you want from me. You wanted to keep on making me suffer. So you forced me to live so you can keep on hurting me. It doesn’t matter to you that this isn’t what I want. But I am a slave to you and you think you own me. You have no concept of what is a cruelty too far. But you know how to do cruelty upon cruelty and do it well.