What they’ve done to me is a crime. But cruelty is legal as is evil. The monsters who call themselves the human race are monsters after all. So mercy is a crime. If assisted suicide was legal before I was born…but that’s impossible. They are monsters after all. They can’t stand to see my suffering end. If they weren’t monsters then they couldn’t stand to see me suffer more than I can bear and assisted suicide would already be legal but they are monsters so cruelty and evil are legal. So they make a suicidal individual suffer more and more because that’s exactly and only what monsters would do. They can’t do what’s humane.