Suicidal individuals want the end of their suffering and they’re willing to achieve it by any means necessary because living is so terrible. That’s why they choose to die. But the monsters who call themselves the human race are too cruel to care. They’d rather do blatant cruelty and protect their freedom to inflict the blatant cruelty they love to do. So their suicide system and their civilisation is totally fucked up. So they made me want to die but now they force me to live because they need to keep on hurting me.