The monsters love blatant cruelty so they won’t give their victims a good death. They’re too cruel to be able to care about a good death. They’re too cruel to be humane. They’re too cruel to stand to see me free to end my suffering. They are monsters after all. There’s no limit to their cruelty and they don’t want a limit so assisted suicide is a crime. But making me want to die is what they work for. It’s not a crime to deliberately keep on making me want to die.