All I’ve ever known are hell makers. Not a single hell breaker. Not a single friend. OF COURSE I NEED TO DIE. Even now the monsters who call themselves the human race are perpetuating the hell that is too cruel to do to anyone. OF COURSE I NEED TO DIE. But what’s too cruel to do to anyone is what the monsters who call themselves love to do to me. They have to do more evil because they are evil. So they force me to live so they can achieve pure evil in what they do to me. OF COURSE I NEED TO DIE. But I lose every single day and they win.