What’s done to me to make me want to die by the monsters who call themselves the human race is done without any hope of forgiveness. It is done without care for my forgiveness. But it is done with the love of the monsters who call themselves the human race. It is done out of their love for doing blatant cruelty. Obviously they can’t be free to do what they love to do to me if they cared about my forgiveness. If they ever acted with care and hope for my forgiveness then…but that’s impossible.