It is an implicit promise from the love parents have for their child that no one will ever suffer more than they can bear. But it’s not possible implicitly or explicitly for the monsters who call themselves the human race. Because they’re evil so they can’t love and they can’t care. They’re so evil that they think that my will to live is worthless. They’re so evil that they can’t stop hurting me even after they’ve made me want to die. They’re so evil that they force me to live so they can deliberately keep on making me want to die. The only promise they’ve made to me is that they’ll make sure I need to die and this is not from their love because they’re too evil to be able to love or care. This promise is implicit in everything they’ve done to me and let happen.