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Suicide feelings are the cost of the pervasive discrimination and inequity suffered by those who are too different. Assisted suicide is the cost too.

If everyone was emotionally sensitive then modern culture would be far less cruel. But it seems most people have a limited range of emotions and emotional intensity so the society and culture of developed world nations is designed to suit them.

Unfortunately this means those who are not emotional robots suffer more and suffer more unbearable suffering. It’s not just those who have a full range and intensity of emotions who suffer more. It’s those who are very different from the average people who suffer more.

It’s why the suicide rate for disabled people is so much higher than for average people. They suffer more than average people because they’re different. Too different. It’s well established that those with psychosocial disabilities suffer stigma and discrimination because they’re too different and they often want to die to escape the ruins of their existence. 

Surely this is a price which is too high but it happens everyday across the world. Assisted suicide is the price which modern nations should pay for the unbearable suffering of those who are too different. It’s a small cost to end their unbearable suffering. 


The legalisation if assisted suicide will decimate the disabled population 

Yesterday I read a policy statement about assisted suicide from the leading disability charity in England. it was heartbreaking to read it and I stopped after a few paragraphs. I made a snap response which I sent to them and published on this blog.

On reflection I still agree with what I had to say but I need to talk about the counter argument. the legalisation of assisted suicide will result in a lot of use of this mercy by disabled people. 

I believe the disabled are an important part of society. I do believe in the principle of the integrity of disability which venerates the diversity which disabled people represent. I’m against the normalising practices used on people with psychosocial disabilities by doctors because they assume that normalisation is the only goal.

 I believe that human diversity has a value  and one of the crimes against humanity which are perpetrated by psychiatry is that it attempts to destroy this psychodiversty. 

A couple of years ago I was obsessed with the ethics of genetic selection and invitro fertilisation. this is a technology which is in use today by parents who can afford it. embryoes are harvested and screened for certain traits so parents can have a more perfect child. this is used to screen for genetic diseases but it’s also been used to screen for female embryoes and for them to be rejected by parents who want male offspring. 

This technology is rarely used but it’s being used more often. it comes with a huge ethical dilemma though. the dilemma is that it will lead to the end of certain disabilities that people are born with. to anyone outside the fringes of the disability sector this sounds like a good thing but if disabled people are valued for their diversity then this technology will eliminate a lot of this diversity. 

Let me briefly talk about the integrity of disability principle. this is based on valuing the difference which disabled people bring to the human race. it is why blind parents would choose to bear a blind child even though embryonic screening and implantation could prevent their offspring from being born blind. it’s why blind people would choose not to use sight restoring technology. this is because they believe that their disability is an essential part of human diversity and to take it away is unacceptable. this principle is integral to the social model of disability. 

I did my best to understand genetics to find a scientific answer to this ethical quandary. what genetic definition is there of a normal human being and what’s definitely a genetic disease instead of natural human diversity. Unfortunately I couldn’t find any black and white scientific answer.

Let me try and explain this. imagine a monkey genetic scientist. one day they come across a monkey without a tail. this monkey lacks the balance and agility of normal apes because it lacks a tail. a monkey without a tail is a disabled monkey. the monkey genetic scientist can either see this as a disease which must be prevented or they can percieve the disability as something which is a natural part of the wide diversity of all apes. Neither of these options is, from my basic understanding of genetics, a scientific answer. it is a profoundly ethical question. 

I tried hard to find a definite scientific answer like I discovered about psychiatry. psychiatry is unscientific at its core because it believes that psychodiversty is an illness. it’s a system used to enforce temporary social and cultural norms rather than being either about genuine diseases or anything scientific.

 I couldn’t find the same clarity about the question of disability and genetic ethics. my heart believed that the disabled are a vital part of human diversity. my heart believed in the integrity of disability and so dictated that genetic embryo screening and implantation was a bad thing. 

the use of genetic screening to produce a perfect child is based on contemporary temporary norms of society and culture. in the past there are examples of biological differences being used to pejoratise natural human difference and even call natural human biodiversity an illness. here I’m thinking about the diagnosis of negritude which was invented by a doctor a few centuries ago to medicalise black skin colour. black skin colour is a biological difference which, in a time in history where white skin was the norm and black skinned people were slaves, could be perceived as a disease because of a biological difference. Obviously this biological difference is a genetic difference. 

Unfortunately my heart was not so black and white. I spent a lot of time reflecting on this issue and my heart won out but for the wrong thing. the life which disabled people have to live is awful. the suffering was, for me, the important thing. while the integrity of disability is lofty goal the reality is that disabled people suffer much more than average people. of course there are some disabled people who can live with their disability and not suffer but most disabled people suffer more than those who aren’t disabled. 

It’s the evidence I have from my life. I wish I’d never been born because my life is full of so much suffering. I firmly believe in the value of the disabled and I believe in diversity as a higher goal. I believe that the problem of disability is caused by a dysfunctional society which demands conformity instead of worshiping diversity. I even value pain and misery but I would only willing be part of someone else’s suffering in my darkest hours.

Disabled people suffer so much adversity. they suffer poverty, discrimination and very poor quality of life. they have fewer life chances and can’t have any ambition. they suffer so much. too much. as have I.

In a perfect world none of this would happen but it’s an awful world made awful by an awful human race. the higher goal of respect for all diversity is very important but if the goal is achieved by forcing disabled people to suffer then, in the end, I couldn’t support it or fight for it.

The higher goal is still important to me but I had to give up on fighting against the use of genetic technology being used to eradicate disability because any victory would force disabled children and adults to endure more suffering. 

Ultimately I’m saying that it’s better to never be born than be born disabled. it’s a personal belief but it is pivotal to my beliefs about assisted suicide and it’s about what I want for myself. 

I wish I was never born because I’d have never gone through so much suffering. I wish I was dead now because I’d be saved from so much suffering. 

The leading disability charity in England are against assisted suicide because they’re cunts. Here’s my response to their anti suicide policy

Here’s what they said:


Here’s my response 

I just tried reading your position on assisted suicide. It’d be laughable for being so rubbish if it wasn’t so cruel. 

The key element of the legalisation of assisted suicide by disabled people is that it’s their choice. Your policy reinforces the prejudice that disabled people can’t choose things for themselves because their decision making ability is impaired. 

As the leading disability charity you have demonstrated that you’re incompetent by your policy on assisted suicide. Disabled people should be free to choose their lives and their deaths. You’re failures at giving them the former so you want to stop them from choosing the latter.

I do understand that legalising assisted suicide will decimate the disabled because lots of them would choose to die. Certainly the evidence from psychosocial disabilities demonstrates that many do want to die and do succeed I’m killing themselves. The lifetime prevalence of successful suicides by people with schizophrenia diagnoses is 5%. I think it’s 20% for borderline personality disorder. 

I know that disabled people are a vital part of the diversity of the human race. They are an essential part of the human race and assisted suicide risks the loss of the value they provide because they’re different. 

But if you dismiss the right to choose death then you’re doing the same evil as dismissing the freedom of disabled people to choose their lives. 

You are simply against assisted suicide. It’s possible to have a waiting period to prevent people who have become disabled and suicidal from making rash decisions. I’m against such a protective waiting period being a long time so I think a month is sufficient. I also believe this is the standard for everyone, not just  disabled people, because we’re equal. Perhaps a year is enough? I wouldn’t want to determine the length of this protective period so I’d suggest it’s done by an advanced decision rather than a standard. 

Suicide should be a personalised decision because that’s what’s dictated by the personalisation agenda. Your assisted suicide policy is based on the persecution agenda which is anti disability rights. The statistics for psychosocial disabilities demonstrates that disabled people do want to die and it’s cruel to stop them because it causes more suffering. 

People want to die because they’re suffering irrespective of it is caused by a recognised disability or not. You’re either part of the suffering or part of ending it. Scope is part of worsening the suffering because of your policy on assisted suicide. 

Perhaps I’ll write a more contemplated response tomorrow. I’d rather die and I definitely don’t want to have to fight for my good death. Scope should be saving me but their policy on assisted suicide is just more cruelty. 

Assisted suicide is most important to disabled people including those who experience disability near the end of their life

Who wants to be severely disabled? Being disabled is like a punishment. The stigma and discrimination is extensive. Quality of life is very low. Life chances are fewer. Poverty is common. Disability is a terrible curse.

In an entirely different society and culture the punishment for being too different wouldn’t be as bad as it is now but there’s going to be no revolution in the abundant cruelty which destroys the lives of disabled people. The disabled movement have been all but entire failures at changing the cruelty which makes the lives of people who are too different into a punishment. They can’t win an impossible battle and neither can I.

That’s why assisted suicide is so important for disabled people. It is a merciful end to the punishment which normal people do to those who are too different. Their cruelty keeps on going and the criminalisation of assisted suicide is part of that cruelty. Normal people will always be cruel to those who are too different and this will only stop if humanity becomes extinct.

The only hope is suicide and assisted suicide is a merciful act which provides salvation for those who are too different and are punished for it. Disabled people are otherwise forced to live long, miserable, shitty lives without hope of salvation except for suicide. The normals will never save us but suicide will as will the compassionate people who would help a disabled person get a good death to end their shitty lives.

It’s surely a cruel act to force suicidal individuals to have a shitty death to end their wretched existence. It’s like adding insult to injury or throwing salt in the wound. It is cruelty on top of the massive, abundant cruelty which punishes people who are too different by ruining their lives.

Oh God. As I write this I am once again reminded how much I hate the human race. I’d die to be freed from their infinite cruelty forever. Like I need another fucking reason to die.